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I don't want to be inspired, I want to be an inspiration.
I don't want to follow, I want to be followed.
I don't want to believe, I want to be believed in.


I'm really not sure what kind of night I'm having, I have so many mixed emotions, feelings, vibes but yet I'm really not sure if any of them are good.
Sometimes I wonder if I try to hard, but just quietly I'm much too afraid to stop because I'm scared I'll become a failure.